Tauuufiq-itsmee

back AGAIN!!!

2009-11-18T21:28:00.000-08:00

hmmm its been so long since i blog!
&& i just feel like blogging again!!
since the last i stop blogging i felt bored!!
its not like i dont want to blog but its just the TIME && SOURCE
that i dont have..
being stayed in the home there is much expectations that i've to live up to!!
&& i swear i hate it!!
-being told what to do
-living to people's expectations
is all i HATE!!
but its okay for me cause life is never an easy one!!
i've got to admit that i've really change..
for a BETTERMENT of myself..
i stop my bad habits..
&& start doing good...
not only for me but for my family as well!!
lately i've known this person from TAGGED...
ITS A LADY I SHOULD ADMIT!!
its not that i want to share about her
but its just me!!
i've gather CONFIDENT to talk to others..
especially ppl that i dont really know!!
its a great feeling there!!
hmmmmm hahaha
i just dont believe what i've done...
holiday started
2 weeks ago....
its long & bored ....
especially when you dont have a PENNY!!
in this world you cant live without it ...
its not that this makes you happy...
but it do sometimes..
i believe it just makes you feel really BIG..
having money!!
i'm not saying i'm boastful!!
but i am ,sometimes, TO BE HONEST!!!
hmmmm enough bout it i guess!!
i cant wait fir SUNDAY!!
its going to be HAPPENING!!
cause its MAWA IDOL!!
there is gonna be
-laughter
-cry
&& even happy faces!!
hmmm a momment to be proud about
i'm the ambassador!!
i won the com the last time round...
&& i'll be like HADY
this time round hahaha
speaking bout HADY!!!
i'm really into SI(SINGAPORE IDOL)
i'm a great fan of
TABITHA NAUSER && SUZAIRIE!!
they really rock the com!!
hmmm sad that I'M YOURS singer is out!!
"FAIZAL MRAZ"
talking about this music thing...
i've got my song released
&& i know how to play the guitar NOW!!
hooooooo thats my dream actually!!!
a short term one...
&& i finally archieved it!!
my next goal is to
COMPOSE A SONG FOR DAD FOR ITS BDAE...!!!
but you know what i dont know when is his bdae!!
hahahaha
but i'll get that info
ASAP!!
hmmm more to update....
as there is more event to come!!

2009-05-26T21:22:00.001-07:00

WHOOOOAAAA this days loads of time using the computer...&& i really enjoy it sooo much...i also celebreted my advance birthday with my classmatesss....thanks to MADAM AISHAH and MADAM SAHARA.....they are sooo loving ..today not only me celebrated the birthday but also the APRIL, MAY && JUNE babies.....it was okayyy as i ws mooody that morning sooo dont really enjoy it...food was goood i had chicken wing, mee hoon ,blueberry cake and ice milo.....hmmmm sooo fun a day to remember && cherished before the holiday...but i also can't wait for my hairstyling graduation tomorrow(thursday, 28 may)....finnaly got my cert after sooo much of hardworkk.....i receive this e-mail.....from someone..&& here's how it is....

STRICTLY NOT SUITABLE FOR THOSE WHO ARE WEAK !!!

actually i dont really know what to discribe this type of person.....

(more to upload)

2009-05-26T01:30:00.000-07:00

hohohoho really really lazy to update my blog this days...as i was soooooo engrosed with this TV show on youtube....THE ONE...its about psychic challenge whooooaaaa reallly really fun ...sooo i dont really know what i've been doing for the past few days....but really hate today cause got to do0 loads of work and also have'nt got my lunch..and instead got egg sandwitch...its from home anyway....sooooo i dont spent a single cent today save money.....hahahahaha and today i've got to stay back for this thing doing b'dae cards for people and shockingly i got to do one for my self...fuck i dont really noe whats this teacher actually want cause meera,tayad and myself have been doing this thing since morning..andhave not complete it...i also felt sad today making someone anry..not only that but REALLY ANGRY...sooooo sorry if you suppose to drop dop down my blog and read i just wanna say sorry....i also made Hazwan waited for me for like 1 hour or sooo ...i plan to go his house to transfer songs but because of this thing really....STRESS....thats it i guess about today

2009-05-19T19:04:00.000-07:00

hey....

enjoying school this days....really particular about my hair hahahahaha anyway life have been not so good outside school...sooooo reaally got to learn how to cope with it...anyway changing for a better already...started prating again after soooo long i forgot about god and enjoy life....no more stealing.piercing and stuff hahahaha really proud to admit this.....anyway planning of meeting Ramadan after school thinking of going to get Rohaizad something as its his birthday today....ohoh someones getting old...happy 16 birthday....anyway just can't wait 2 weeks more to my birthday....hmmmm i heard someones gonna bring us to this island by boat and do picnik there guess gonna b really exciting hahahahaha .....really like the song Heartless-by american idol kris allen....guess he gonna win that Lambart....hahahaha thats it i guess....

HaPpY B'DaE RoHaIZaD

2009-05-18T21:12:00.000-07:00

Saturday
16 may 2009

its just that i'm lazy to type sooo i wrote it somewhere this few days...funny am i ?

early in the morning, my friends went out for soccer tournament...got to admit that they really trained hard...for the past few days....but nevertheless they loss the comp and came in the 5th place...but still proud of them as their opponent was Singapore boys hostel,singapore boys home and all those type....reallly they are strong and competitive......but what i like best was they they never gave up....they actually won two games,draw two and loss one.....blah idrk how do i spell "loss" huhhhh too bad....luck was not on their side...then when they got home,a bad news was heard....Shaffy injured his leg and neede to go to the hospital....he went back with a crunchers and needed to go for sports theraphy on certain dates...(based on appointment)anyway he got like 2 weeks MC....hmmmm got to say that its gonna be boring especially with his leg like that

TWO DAYS TO

roHaIzAdS B'dAe

2009-05-14T00:17:00.000-07:00

yup3....hhhhhhh examination are over and less stress at last.....anyway i think i'm not the old me.....getting with bad company is one think.....i started piercing,stealing and all thooseeee i dont actually want to tell it here...but i believe that i can be a better person when i go throught his type of life....but as they say prevention is better than cure.....hmmmmm detour after school for the past weeks...not thinking what will happen....dont really revise like i use to in the past years.... a bookworm....but now i really think i change aloooootttt....just get loads of bad influnce....then now comming down with cold and coughing also....feeling really sick .....not only that....thinking of taking up smoking....ignoring the law.....you see prisoners go behind bars and came out to be a better person.....if god thinks that i'm going tooo far than let him only punish me.....soooo really a great change....

2009-05-10T06:05:00.000-07:00

hohohoho its beeeen sooo loooong since i last updated my blog and got to say that i'm not anymore active with it.....allll because that i have no comm here and i usually update my blog in school.......sooo theres nothing muuuuch to say!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-05T19:22:00.000-07:00

whooooaaaa its been sooo looooong since i last updated my blog...its just been very bust for me....you EXAMINATION FEVER.....3 papers passed by soooo fast...Maths Paper 1, denglish Paper 1 and 2....and Mother Toungue....just hoping for the best ....but alll this days was okay...loads of thing to sayyy but i forgot all about it...last Monday caught a movie at Tampines Mall...does'nt that sounds crazy its examination week and still got the time to watch movie....but good the movie was fun....really intresting....still on that day got the time to tour around TM for perfume thinking of butinh Farenheit or Victoria Secret....ahahaha and also thinking of buying clothes from Punk Star...its just soo cool...3/4 sleeves and also short sleeves with different printings.....Uniglo also sells this type but there no size too bad....buts its just irritating that when you went into the shop the salesperson will say "welcome to Uniglo(x2)!!!! its just sooo irritating....anyway Rohaizad's Birthday is comming just dont know what to get for him....anyway where the hell am i gonna find MONEY$$$$$$$$.....just stated saving this days....hahahaha now its just couresework coursework and coursework....getting sick of this first it was CPA and now EBS....HUUUUHHHHH just can't take it.....especially CPA always getting scolded for that cause i just like to waste papers....WHHHOAAAA that leman just pretend to save the world.....SAVE THE TREES....fuck lah forget it.....but what he said was you can print all you want...and now always getting scolded and today scholl finishes at 9.00 as it was Mother Tongue paper...1/2 an hour.....soooo he tooojk the chance to make everyone stay back.....soooo looong somemore ....but glad i got to use the commm hahahahaha.....without him knowing.....hmmmm just wanna start to be busy on Facebook.....huhhh just like the games....ahahahahah........but thats really alll about today...nothing much....but anyway as i am staying in the home i watch movie illegally...and i gotcaught yesterday...allll because of that ticket that is in my wallet......soooo i learnt to ask perm ission in anything i do know....what a good guy am i....hahahahaha

2009-04-29T21:11:00.000-07:00

hmmmm yesterday after getting ink on my uniform, i went to Kembangan at around 8+++ to buy colored clorex....fuck soooo tired walking just for my one uniform...soooo thinking it was like a few dollars i brought only $4 plus ....soooo when i reached there it was $6.70....fuck ii went bac all the way home to get moy....then went out again....soooo today was all the way in com lab....ok lah fun but will be better without Mr Sulaiman....soooo talkative....but like him anyway only when he give us SWEETS AND MARSHMALLOW!!!!!......currently busy with coursework and you know what have not started revision since last week.....I'M GONNA FAIL.....but Hazwan plan to study....just soooo shock when i heard that.....want to study hahahahah....hhmmmmm planning to but this clothes at T1....punk star is the store name i forget ...they are just sooo attractive..... then that day i went to t1 at this Japanese shop...when i enter there haiyahhhhh sooo noisy...with all those welcome bythe sales man....but gooodddd i felt welcome...hahahah sooo thats alll .....

2009-04-28T19:08:00.000-07:00

hhhhh finally Nameera brought the picture and this morning was like hell......but enjoying.....i broke 3 of Rahmat pens..hahahahah siting on it.....but something bad happened my clothes was dirty with ink.....not only that my hands.....this is alll because of that Fuccking Johan.......

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!he also did vandalise the ceilling......and the walls.......today was no learning for meeee....all the way was listening to music and playing with phone........currently busy with Maths and others subject.......fuck my result....but feeling sooooo happy that i scored 42/50 for the latest test.......gonna upload the pic later.......

2009-04-27T23:02:00.001-07:00

hmmm today was kind offf okkk lah fun....playing badminton for PE with Hazwan......he keep calling meeee bERAT.....wow that sound bad but okkk lah got to admit that i am......but i reall pespire alottttt.....then after that was English....it was fun cause theres not much work to do....just a group thing.....then MR K.T Siva and Paul interview me about....*THEM*..sooo i told them that i really dont know.......but after thatt we talked about the MPs name.....but this part was funny when MR Siva sang Poker face.......its a great shock.....but he is really supporting.....mamama....that was what he was singing....hahahah can't read mine(2)no you can't read my poker face......thats how it goes.....then after we went for recess......mmmmm foood was nice....i had plain rice with asam pedas.......and a cup of pineapple juice......next was Maths lesson......i got 42 out of 50 for that test...Mr Singh , our principal gave us taht test........whhooooooo just felt soooo great never felt sooo happy like this and it was my first time passing with this high great........thank Mr Noorazman revising that paper for me........soooo last period was......EBS......and it was fun cause this was what i've been doing....haahahahahaha.....soooo overall today was
FUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNN

2009-04-27T21:51:00.000-07:00

hmmmm its been sooo looooomng since i updated my blog....its just busy this dayssss. sooooo thats the reason .....yesterday was really fun .....went out with MEERA and TAYAD......hahaha really enjoy it sooo much......first we went to Marine Parade (parkway Parade) to do this E.B.S project.....its kind of shit especially its my last year in schoool .......expecting N level sooooon soooo what do you expect....toooo much coursework.......hhhhhhhh tiring really tiring......reach there at about 3.00pm....i went to bbtea shop to buy Honeydew youghurt. brrrrrrrr its not that nice compare to Each A Cup.......then went to Mcafe......Meeeraaa and Tayad bought fuck i dont know what.......but some chocolate thing....okkkk lah quite nice......then after that take 31 to Tampinese.......planning was to go to Simei.......then in the bus i was sleeping.....hmmmmm soooo tired and was feeling hot in the bus ......reach at about 3.40 or so.....then wanted to wewnt straight to TM but then went to Tempinese 1....coooool place to go.......then went to alooooot of girls shop different girls shop as Meraaaa and Tayad wanted to see their stufff....then something caught my attention....it wass this cloth .......sucksss idk the brand......but it wass really nice thinking of buying it on Thursday.......after that then we went to Satrbuck and i bought chocolate cream chip.......oklah nothing special just taste the same.......then went back at around

6 ++++ ......then when at home was really tired but quickly take a bath......nothing much till night fall.....that was when a bad news was heard.......2 of my ok you can call close friend ran away from home.......i dont really know how they manage its just a great shock to all of us........hmmmmm tooo bad i ust felt sorry for them ....wherever they are may god bless them .......

2009-04-24T08:31:00.000-07:00

hmmm not updating my blog lately.......hhmmmmm just dont rally have time especially that MEERA......hahahaha(i'm sure you gonna read this soooo hurry up)...hahahahaha did not inssert the picture i took.....its been sooo stress with my revision on MATHssss.....hate to admit that i like this subject.......hmmm but anyway we were given time to revise this paper.....soooo its easy.....i am actually really happy with myself that i taught others how to do those questions.....hahahahah btu i didn't get any compliment...i dont need one actually.......sooo theres nothing much actually to say .........soooo gonna be busy starting this monday......hahahaha i'm a good boy soooo GO TO STUDY.......REALLY HARD.......ESPECIALLY THAT FUCKING SUBJECT .....DONT TELL ME YOU DONT KNOW WHAT

.........................................MATHEMATICS.....................................................

2009-04-20T21:26:00.000-07:00

hmmm yesterday i just can't up ate my blog...anyway school was like hell getiing scolded everytime.....first it was during English period Mr Paul was telling his life story about what he did to go to school......he wass selling "Epok-epok" to make ends meet....and you know what i laugh and gave unpleasant remarks.....saying "eeeeee selling "epok-epok" hand sooo dirty....sure nobody want to buy...."and you know what he shouted at me......he said "here i'm telling my life story and you are amking fun of it.......this is what he said that i felt soooo sad....AT LEAST BY SELLING "EPOK-EPOK" I''M STANDING HERE......" i was blushing .........hhhhhh i really regret of saying what i said yesterday........then suddenly theres an announcement saying that all graduating classes have to stay back....as school finish at 2.20pm......right after the bell rang the principal, DM,OM and all those important teachers came in the class....adrressing about this case on blooging......this is how it goes .....a few days back theres this Express class saying back about the NT....saying we were a bunch of Nitwits.......and for that some of my classmates get into a fight..........which make everyone to stayback after school......EVERYDAY TILL 6.....!!!!!!!!!!but like the saying says
UNITED WE STAND, DIVIDED WE FALL!!!!!!!!

today was more relex and i dont have much to write as i am feelling vey tired and sleepy....so thats about it......

2009-04-16T09:45:00.000-07:00

huhhhhh today was very tiring and boring...early in the morning got to do corsework till the end of school.....no other lesson....and what finish in just a short time.....hahahaha but after break nearly got into a fight.....cause i called my friend Jimmy skinny....and you noe what he is very skinny....he cant accept it although it was only a joke....i learnt not to call others names....but when Jimmy push me....Shauki stop us but reallly stop....but i was infront of Jimmy...sooooo i push him and he went quite far.....Jimmy nearly punch me and i caught his hand with one hand and twisted it.....hahahahahah kind like in the movies......i felt great actually.....not that only i got stay back till 4pm when school finish at 2.20.......scolding doesn't stop there ....when i was at home i got scolding to....not acually scolding but of warning in a harsh way because of the clenliness of the home....sooooo really hate today........and tonight was my first time eating SARDINE

2009-04-14T17:46:00.000-07:00

Hmmm first lesson was so fun....learning about "CHILD SLAVERY"i just felt very pity for them....fortunately theres no such job in Singapore...from what i;ve learnt they are made to be child soldiers,domestic workers,beggars and many more.....i really hope that i day god will repay them with their good deeds......mmmm today i actuaaly hd no money to eat..and so HAZWAN borrowed me $2...hhhhhh thanks to him.....i bet he will be good friend......today i ate
"SATAY GORENG" hmmmmm not as nice as before the satay was hard and i barely can bite it...hmmmtahts about it nothing to say.....hahahaha i stayed back after school to arrange my picture in files and practice for Dreamweaver.....hhhhhh i do have homework but fortunately its English......rather than Maths.....mmmmm i guess thats all

2009-04-13T23:15:00.000-07:00

STRICTLY NC16

hmmm today was nothing much.....just get my EBS results.....FFFUUCKKKKKK my result was suck.....37/120....can you imagine that...the paper was like thick and loads of questions......and you know i'm just plain lazy to read.......and the best thing i didn't do my corrections......hahahahaahand i played "RUGBY"....using soccer ball we didn't really know whatactually we were playing.....and something interesting happened today....my friend was playing with his cork....sooo called masterbed in class!!!!!!!i just dont feel like naming him....i was taking the video and laughing all the way...ahahahahahah thats it.....

2009-04-13T22:32:00.000-07:00

hmmmm friday, saturday and sunday was fun ......but more to the religious type of thing.....as you know i am staying in the home sooo theres alot of program i've got to follow.....friday there was thing guy ...he is only 12 and can read the holy quran well....i was blushing and ashamed as i heard him read........he was from this village in Batam....and attended the religious school there....he come from this poor background family....his dad works as a fisherman and his mom is not working......thats about all....he represent Indonesia and challenge the whole representative in asia and he won first i was actually very fortunate that he came which encoutrage me to read quran..hahahahahaha...

saturday was the celebration of the prophet birthday at Tampinese Stadium....there were about 1500 people....and i've got to go round to help collect donation.....there were a few artist/singers there ....but more to the religious songs....and old singers which i barely knew.....we were there at 2.30 and went home at 11pm....that wasw long i should say....

On sunday the artist that sang during the festival the day before came.....she was reach and had 1 son with 9 adopted children.....and you know what they were alll in the university......she didnt sang that day as she was sick since the day before......she donated 1000 dollars on the spot before she left...i should say that i dont really enjoy it that much......like going to the mivies and stuff

a test from god.....

2009-04-08T20:56:00.000-07:00

hmmmm....
you noe what life is getting hard now....
i just have to tell this...
i am staying in a home due to family problem....
both my parents were on drugs before.....
both of them were in prisonment before including my brother....
but that was not the issue...
when my dad was inside...i was always in contact with mom
we went for televisit but my i did'nt really talk with my dad....
soooo mom was having an affair ...with someone...
a stranger to me...
but after a few times going home with mom,i knew this guy...
so called a wannabe step father
then days,week,years past my father was out
i forgot all about my mom and went to my father......
he turned over a new live....
started to pray and getting more closed with his children.....
then time flew...
mom appear again
by then, they divorced officially......
mom got something that attracted me......
attracted anyone....
MONEY....
a huge sum
$2200
from rentiong house to a tenant.....
sooo mom was asking me anything
i want......what i was trying to say was....
am i gonna forget all about dad.... and when mom is broke
am i gonna forget her go to dad?????
i believe this is a test from god....
anyway i have not decided who i wanna choose....
MOM or DAD.....
please do advise me......

2009-04-07T18:50:00.000-07:00

hhahahahah...
yesterday was my first day scrubbing my school uniform...
hhahaahhah that sound really crazy...
i'm just plain lazy......actually
i usually wash with the machine
but i just felt excited of washing on my own yesterday..
i was also trying to memorised "i'm yours" lyrics...
hmmmm just like humming that tune....
especially with my friend playing the guitar....
i just wanna learn how to play it.....
it is a must.......
today i feel happy
cause the teachers allow us to play
comm....
till 4pm.....
tat is sooo long.....
today was our third day of international friendship week...
that is sooo crap...
but exciting learning new culture...
like the Thais, Japanese and many more...
but during the Thai presentation....
theres this teacher...
he is just soooo clumsy....
but very enthusiastic in playing the game.....
what a good participant.....
but tooo bad i dont know his name.....
i just felt really sleepy during the English period...
we are suppose to do this N.E quiz....
and i was sleeping till nearly half of the question
asking about Singapore and other contries...
about the currency and many more.....
glad that i noe most of the question....
and at that time my english teacher (Mr PJ)...
was sooo angry with the condition of the class.
it was so dirty......and this morning we were learning about the Feng Shui....
where we are suppose to keep the place clean .....if you want it to work....
today i've got to admit that i did not do
anything in school....but editing pic,blogging and that kind of stuff....
soooo got to admit its really fun....
but as N level is comming soon ....
i dont think of continuing it in the future......

in school.......

2009-04-06T22:49:00.000-07:00

hmmmmm today i am kind of stress with my school work....
its my EBS coursework...
and today i've not been studying...
especially for MAThs
wahhhhh i really cant tahan studying MATHS
today i played soccer...
hahahaha surisingly i scored a goal....
i've been singing in class today...
both english and malay songs...
with the accompany of the guitar...
i've been wanting to learn guitar...
but i just feel its just tooo hard......
i really envy to those who can play guitar...
today i have a heavy lunch...
and soooo i ill not be eating for dinner...
thats what i always do...since last week....
no FOOD AFTER 7....
its really hard but i've got to do it...
i just feel that i'm rwally ugly when i am
SHORT AND FAT....
hmmmmm finally i am done with my
coursework
N level coursework.....
huhh....
u noe what while typing this
i dont actually type
but more of like
pressing it hard.... on the key board...
i am just soooo stress......
but i get to re-stress by
surfing......

2009-03-31T19:18:00.001-07:00

heelo..i;m currently enjoying life and just feeling very excited cause i've just created a blog.....okay a little about myself....
i' Muhammad Taufiq ....hahah t be short taufiq will do...
i'm 16 and seeking my knowledge at Telok Kurau secondary school...
got to admit that i hate this school....
i'm actually stress with my N-level causework.....
this week was actually good till one fine day that i regreted
I MAKE A BIG MISTAKE but i just dont feel like telling it here...
i just feel thati just being cruel to someone.....you people wont actually believe what i've done
but you know what
THE WHOLE SCHOOL KNEW IT
OKAY JUST LOOKING FORWARD TO BLOG AGAIN
and not really intrested in friendster

TAUFIQ:)